After such a harsh winter, it is difficult for me to think about embracing a Lent based on struggle. Maybe I have had enough struggles for a bit and this Lenten season calls for something else. Not something easy or without meaning. I want to grow my relationship with the Divine Lover.
I believe “grow” is the key word for me this Lent instead of the common dedication to giving up, sacrificing and or even penance. My growth must come from something other than challenges of the body.
My body is craving air and movement and health not deprivation. My growth in Spirit will take time, attention and work like any relationship. It is not an easy way out. There is a lot of discipline in doing this and that will be the challenge.
Meaningful prayer times, dedication to journaling and art journaling, as well as more spiritual reading are necessary. Taking care of my body through rest, exercise, healthy eating, and paying attention to any messages my body has for me are all required for this growth. An absence of worry and mindless fussing can create the space necessary for the list of activities I’ve collected.
You might say this is a prescription for good living. I’m saying I just signed up for an increased focus this Lent. I plan on growth and not perfection. I plan on growing more deeply in love.
Peggy Gerovac